Friday, June 29, 2007
胡思乱想中~~
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看老人家病痛，真的是很让人痛心疾首的一件事。
医生说：“她的痛，你们不会懂的。”
这几天医院、两个家、公司四边跑，说真的，很累。
知道她可以和以往一样骂人、道人是非，真是又气又乐。
虽然对她有诸多不满，可我知道她到底是很爱很爱我的。
总之，我松了一口气，心中悬着的大石这才有了落地的机会。
想想，
有些人，我觉得死不足惜、死几十几千次都不够，
有些人，我希望永远都可以一直在一起。
人类可以是多么可怕极端的生物，
可以爱一个人爱到为他牺牲自己的生命，
可以恨一个人恨到去夺取他的生命。
人类的情绪存在着所有的可能性，
就和我们与别人之间的关系，
甚至和我们的人生一样。
我想，就是这可能性让我们有存活、思考和感受的价值吧？
如果可以，我真想让我的深思无止尽地延续，
可天要我亡也，
现实中往往存在着“工作”这个字眼，
为了糊口饭吃，我不得不回归现实啦！-_-***
下次会把上次打球的照片放上来，大家敬请期待哦！XD
（距离从乌龟公司的彻底解脱还有：10个工作日外加今天剩余的5个半小时！加油加油加油！！）
6/29/2007 12:29:00 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
It's F-ing C - O - L - D !
This place is freaking cold. FREAKIN’ COLD. DARN OL’ COLD. I wonder how anyone can survive for more than a year in this Artic. Everyday my hands and feet freeze and harden and stiffen despite the fact that I have with/on me one thick jacket, one half-jacket, one 350ml-bottle full of steaming hot water, and one boiling cup of Milo. Ugh. Now this place is making my flu worse, it doesn’t help that I originally caught the virus from Heng last night and my manager is down with an even more serious case of flu fer the past week. In this place full of nothing but “air-con”, the germs circulate around the area and that is just like adding chopped nuts to whipped cream – mama mia!~ ................................. -_-***
And to think that it is only this freakin’ department that is a whole bit colder than all the other areas in the office. %^(*&^#&$^….
Oh wells. At least I have next week to look forward to. Cos I am tendering my resignation next week! Sorry Sebby, haha, at most I’ll try to play neopets more so as to be able to see him online once in a while. :P
Countdown: 16 working days and 30 mins to freedom from Terrapinn! Whee!~
6/21/2007 05:25:00 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Sebby suggested today that I should become a perm researcher. Here? What the hell, you must be crazy. I like you, Sebby, but the idea of working perm here at Terrapinn pains me so very much, I would rather die then entertain your suggestion.
There are two sides of any coin. If there’s anything Terrapinn taught me, it would be the hypocrisy of people and also what most people would refer to as “office politics”, but it just seems like a case of bad-natured-ness, bitchi-ness and nastiness to me. I cannot understand how some people can go to the extend of meddling in something not of their own business just for the sake of troubling other people, and for throwing other people into hot soup. Not that I mind getting into that soup, provided it’s a flavour I’m comfortable with, but it’s the attitude of people here that disgusts me.
Oh, and the disciplinary talk today. I understand the intentions behind all this. I understand how Sebby is always put into a hard spot with pressure from all sides. However, when this level of rigidity is installed into a working system, it will only cause spirits to drop along with motivation levels. Of course, I guess there is an extent to how much this can fall considering how “written warning letters” are always on the verge to be issued to those with bad attitude and/or unsatisfactory work performance. Indeed, this department is like a small family, and it is probably the saddest and most divided one that one can ever find.
Oh well. Another thing contributing to my foul mood would be the attitude of another person, my beloved guy-best-friend, the pig. All my efforts gone to waste like that. Oh well, I have to face up to this, but I guess I’m PMS-ing and hence I just can’t put it down for now.
All this bad stuff getting into my stomach. Ugh. It’s like constipating for ages and then burping and hiccupping continuously. How bad can it get? Oh I know, when a certain someone comes back, things will definitely get worse. A great way to start the week!
Countdown: 19 working days to getting myself out of Terrapinn, including today.
6/19/2007 02:24:00 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
ignorance
Is it more stressful to be friends, or what?
I know him. I understand him. But sometimes I don't get it. Do I not get him, or do I not get men?
I know not.
But shit, I am worried sick for him, and I know this won't tide over until a few days later. Hopefully when he comes back he'll be all cheery and good again, like all the other times this happened. But, why resort to violence? I guess it's just men I don't get. I don't understand, I don't know.
And you. Why are you always complaining? Why are you always pestering? Why are you always unhappy, yet always trying to please everyone? Why are you always pretending? Why are you always untruthfully accomodating?
What's the use of doing all this? Why is it that even though I subtly tell you this straight to your face, you are still doing this?
I guess it's your choice. Your life. I can only provide a listening ear to your unhappiness. I don't mind, but I don't understand. I don't know.
I hope, sincerely, that in these cases, ignorance is bliss.
6/15/2007 09:47:00 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
Fuck
Fuck NUS Financial Aid Unit.
Fuck Terrapinn.
Fuck the management of the department.
Fuck the system.
Fuck boring work.
And all hail leisure, entertainment, Blackforest Band and my dearest friends.
6/11/2007 12:41:00 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
friday~~
Whee finally got the motivation to blog... I've got the pictures and 1 video, shall post the other videos up as well when i get them from xian'er...
Friday was a long long day, going back to yucky AJ to get my grad cert, then going to AMK Hub with Rou Hua, Akira-kun and Rou Hua's friend Esther... Then after lunch and all I went to scout for assessment books (am tutoring Ah Heng English) and then after that I went shopping for clothes with Xian'er, and then we met up with the clique and we had dinner together then we went to watch renny's performance and then we walked to SOMA (School of Music and the Arts) and then we helped with the decorations for their open house and then we had supper at Macs and FINALLY back home. Whew. I was so tired it took me two whole days to recover my energy... Sorry I'm not exactly a going-out person as much as i love going out with me gurls. :D
Oh wells okies okies pictures!! (lotsa them!!)
Eating at Cartel!!
Ling took a series of surprise shots and Xian'er was the only one who managed to smile, haha.
Ugh, stupid ling took stupid pic of me~~
AND of renny, hahahahahahaha..
Aww Renny so cute! Dunno what drink to get!
Kawaii~~ (Ber only :P)
Oooh, look at ber's fork wahahaha (no la is i ask her to eat one haha)
A~~hahahahaha~!
Ling act cute!
Hilarious picture!
Xian'er so cute also~~
Xian'er: zzZZzzzzZz~~, Me: Puuuuu~~~, Ber: ^v^
Wow! UFO!
Renny performing! Rocks gurl!
Balloon Fiesta~!
And I have no idea what is going on... can only see my legs...
Whoa why you so agitated man?
Haha Ber so cute!
Whoa Xian'er what happened?
Balloon Fiesta NG~~
Balloon Fiesta 2~! (Love this pic)
Whoa JC don't you think holding up the chair adds tension to the whole picture? :P
Whoa romantic xia, so dark~~Yeah and a video of renny's performance of her own song, it rocks like hell! XD
Will be going to watch Blackforest on their performances for the whole weekend! :D Can't wait for the weekend to come! (although I've had diarrhoea for the past two days, zzZZzzzzZzz~~)
