Thursday, November 29, 2007
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
I am supposed to be mugging my butt off but look what I did, I did a Chinese translation of my current favourite song. T_T Well, at least I hope I did an okay job at the translation, considering how my English is not very pro. I love the song though... Really. I like it enough to translate the lyrics into Chinese when I'm supposed to be studying.
I always needed time on my own
我一直都需要属于自己的时间
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
我从没想过我哭泣时需要你在身边
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
而当我孤单的时候感觉度日如年
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
床上你睡的那一边已整理好了
When you walk away
当你走离
I count the steps that you take
我数着你迈开的脚步
Do you see how much I need you right now?
你看到我现在有多需要你吗？
When you're gone
你走了之后
The pieces of my heart are missing you
我心的碎片都在思念着你
When you're gone
你走了之后
The face I came to know is missing too
我所熟悉的脸庞也跟着消失了
When you're gone
你走了之后
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
那些我听了才能度过每一天的字句
And make it OK
让一切没问题
I miss you
我好想你
I've never felt this way before
我从来没有过这种感觉
Everything that I do
我所做的一切
Reminds me of you
都会让我想起你
And the clothes you left
你留下来的衣裳
they lie on the floor
它们躺在地板上
And they smell just like you
闻起来就跟你的味道一样
I love the things that you do
我爱你做的那些事情
When you walk away
当你走离
I count the steps that you take
我数着你迈开的脚步
Do you see how much I need you right now?
你看到我现在有多需要你吗？
When you're gone
你走了之后
The pieces of my heart are missing you
我心的碎片都在思念着你
When you're gone
你走了之后
The face I came to know is missing too
我所熟悉的脸庞也跟着消失了
When you're gone
你走了之后
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
那些我听了才能度过每一天的字句
And make it OK
让一切没问题
I miss you
我好想你
We were made for each other
我们是天生一对的
Out here forever
在这里，永远
I know we were
我知道我们是的
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
我只不过想让你知道
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
所有的事我都用我的心和灵魂去做
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
我快窒息，我需要感觉你就在这里和我在一起
Yeah
When you're gone
你走了之后
The pieces of my heart are missing you
我心的碎片都在思念着你
When you're gone
你走了之后
The face I came to know is missing too
我所熟悉的脸庞也跟着消失了
When you're gone
你走了之后
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
那些我听了才能度过每一天的字句
And make it OK
让一切没问题
I miss you
我好想你
11/29/2007 01:24:00 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Weekend trip to Batam, Indonesia
My namecard template.
Me, at the messay director's desk, doing work for him free-of-charge! Tsk, I'm like, the sales executive and I don't even have a fixed wage? SAD~~
My dearie cousin. Love her!! <333>
My cousin's kid. He is so cute and huge~! (By the way, he's the fat baby I mentioned in my blog post in I think this year's Feb when I went to Batam)
This is the Indonesian custom of congratulating businesses. Ours filled TWO streets. O_O Minus the small bouquets of flowers delivered that were crammed inside the shop.Just came back to Singapore last night. Although I went to Batam for a whole near four days, I was so busy and tired throughout I don't even see it as a vacation.
[[* Thurs night: *]]
Reached Batam, helped prepare and plan for religious 座谈会 on Friday as well as helped buy and carry beverages for my uncle's shop's grand opening on Saturday. My little cousin had Chinese homework and had to study for English and Maths tests on the next day. Tutored her until 11 plus PM before we finally finished and she went to bed. Slept together with her, but I only fell asleep only at 8 in the morning and woke up at 10.
[[* Friday: *]]
Newspapers reported that there will be a 6-hour electricity turn-off for selected areas of Batam. What you call it Electricity Conservation Exercise? Went for market trip and helped prepare desserts to serve people coming for the 座谈会。If you think Cheng Teng was easy to prepare, then you're sadly wrong! Just preparing the Pong Dua Hai nearly killed me. Remind me to smile extra for the aunties at the dessert stalls when I patronize. Ugh. Anyways, after that, for two hours or so, we went to the shopping mall across the street for lunch and went shoe-shopping until evening, when we headed home for a quick dinner before religious friends started arriving. During the event itself, I was busy doing up the company profile for my uncle so that he could use it on Saturday during the grand opening. Slept at 2 plus, woke up at 4 plus, stayed awake until morning.
[[* Saturday: *]]
Grand opening! Super shag. Helped to carry the catered food back from the place where the food was prepared back home. Also went to buy watermelons and cut them up. 100 people's share handled by 3 people! O_O We had a backup generator which couldn't give us too much energy but enough to get by. Blackout lasted from 8 plus AM til 3 plus PM. After the food was ready, we had to rush to bathe and then i became one of the main photographers. Somewhere around 4 in the afternoon, I gave up and napped for half an hour, then hid myself in the room until 6 plus.
At night, the others went to 喝喜酒, and my da jie, my aunt's niece and me were left at home. Me and the niece had to help my uncle do work. Blackout occured again from 6 plus until around 10 plus. -_- Finally got work done at near midnight and by then we were itching to death from mosquito bites. When we were finally back in the bedroom, I had to help the niece do up contents for her mobile phone. Did that until 3AM, slept at near 4AM and woke up at 6 plus AM, then at 7plus AM, and then finally at 8 plus AM.
[[* Sunday: *]]
Finally, we could do a little shopping. Went with the little kid to the shopping mall opposite and played for a while but didn't buy much. Went to the supermarket later to get instant mee goreng (best in the world) and tempe. My da jie bought thousand-layer cakes as well. Went home and was packing halfway when we realised that we left stuff at the supermarket item-storage counter. We then headed back, and then stopped for afternoon tea at a dim sum restaurant located at a weird corner in the mall. Nice food!~ After that, we went back and rested for a while and then we were already on our way to the harbour. Bah.
At the end of the four days, my conclusion was: my uncle invited us over just so to make use of us as free labour! Bah! And I forgot to claim the money for the Lexmark catridge I helped him buy! T_T My money~ But still it was a nice trip to remember. My little cousin stuck to me the whole time. I love her so much~! Hee hee. Too bad Heng didn't come along this time round..
By the way, I went to rebond my hair today. It was really fast and nice and good, but my hair's gonna smell weird for the next few days... :/
11/20/2007 12:04:00 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
吾乃动力火车及摇滚音乐忠实支持者
**[[ 动力火车 - 明天的明天的明天 ]]**
不得不说：
动力火车，你们实在是太棒了！
我想要找到跟你们一样有才华的摇滚歌手是不可能的！
摇滚万岁！！
11/12/2007 05:17:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
爱与伤害
被你爱的人伤害是最痛苦的，
相对的，
伤害爱你的人是最快乐的。
我真的不懂，为什么明明是你在乎的人，
却要对她用如此尖锐的字句？
明明是你爱的人，想守护的人，
最后却是被你伤害的那个人。
为什么心情不好就想对别人发脾气，
想让别人陪你心情不好？
为什么要那么自我，自私？
别人的泪是那么地廉价，
自己的伤痛却是不可忽视的。
是这样子吗？
我也曾是这样子的，常迁怒于他人，
经过了这一阵子，我也深刻了解到，
被自己爱的人伤害会有多痛，
那种痛，我不想再体会，
更不想让我爱的人体会。
也许是我有些长大了，
也许是我的想法变天真了，
也许是你还没想通，
也许你秉持着自己的真理和原则。
我到底要痛到什么时候呢？
相处了十几年，你曾听过我说的话吗？
爱，让你能包容你爱的人对你的伤害，
却没有给你伤害爱你的人的权利。
11/11/2007 02:27:00 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
分离
他走了。
到底还是舍不得他。
终究还是放不开。
最后还是忍不住泪流。
三年前面临过的分离，
昨晚仿佛又重现在我的眼前。
那种肝肠寸断，我以为不会再有。
抱着他道别的瞬间，
我看到当年自己抱着潇的景象，
好想好想就这样永远不放开。
我必须学会坚强，必须懂得化记忆为动力。
这两个月来过得很辛苦，却更快乐，
因为我们创造了更多的美好回忆。
第一次觉得找到了真正的亲人，
有归属感，有家温暖的感觉。
我也学会了很多，看到了很多。
学会更细腻地察言观色，
学会更体贴关心别人，
看到了哪些人是我值得深交的朋友，
看到了世间冷暖。
我也看到了自己的懦弱，
自己的幼稚不懂事。
我了解到了:在爱他人之前，须先爱自己。
亲爱的朋友们，
我是多么多么爱着你们，
感激你们所为我做的一切，
感激你们对我的体谅，
感激你们对我的关爱以及鼓励。
文涵，谢谢你不顾一切地赶过来陪我；
情人，谢谢你不断支持着我；
ling, 谢谢你不辞辛劳地开导我；
娴儿，谢谢你陪我聊天谈心；
renny, 谢谢你一直鼓励着我；
晶川，谢谢你对我的体谅和帮助；
michelle, 谢谢你对我的关心；
阿佐师父，谢谢你对我和兴的关怀；
潇，谢谢你这么地爱着我。
大家，对不起，
这段时间给你们添了诸多麻烦。
对不起，让大家如此担心我。
对不起，我那时还不够爱自己。
对不起，我的不负责任拖累了你们。
对不起，我的逃避让你们放不下心。
对不起，我不是一个好朋友。
再次和他见面会是何时呢？
说快不快，说久不久。
可是我知道，爱是永存不灭的，
就像我和我爱的朋友们之间一样。
我期待着再见到他，
看看他为我生日准备了什么“惊喜”。
现实世界啊，我回来了。
