Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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Those who know me better probably know this by now, but here's an announcement anyways:
I've signed up for Facebook.
*gasps*
LOL. If not fer Mui Kee mentioning that she is tagging a "ghost She Hui", I don't think I'd be interested enough to sign up in the first place.
Let's see how long this lasts then, before I inevitably delete my account, like what happened to me and Friendster.
And hmm... I'm lazy to call anyone to talk about this so I guess I'll share it here.
Last night I think Heng tried hard to make up with me. He smsed me asking me how I was doing, came up with some feeble excuse to meet up. Well at least this was an effort made... Below was our sms conversation...
兴：你。。。还好吗？
我：嗯，你呢？
兴：我还在上班。我也不错，只是忙了点。
(I did not reply)
兴：(an hour later...) 你今晚有空吗？
我：有空啊，有事吗？
兴： 还说，“命中”(A show we used to watch together)都出到十九了，我们还卡在十四。还有，也想和你聊聊。
我：要我今晚下去是吗？不如你上来我家吧。
兴：为什么？我那儿不方便吗？
(How blissfully ignorant he was. I did not reply cos I was pissed that he still thinks I will forever be on his back and calling... ~___~ )
兴： (10 minutes later) 知道了，一会儿我到你那去。
He did report at my place at night, but we barely talked... And while I was having dinner with my sister, my grandmother bugged him endlessly until he couldn't take it and left. So, not too good, not too bad. We'll see how things go, but I'm already too tired of him to want to make the first move. Good luck, Heng.
7/29/2008 08:33:00 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
~赤壁~
I watched 赤壁 with my dad and sis tonight.
总的来说，真的是一部很好看的电影。我原本就对三国历史有着浓厚的兴趣（和我爸一样，这常常是我们聊天的话题），可是戏票实在太贵了，也没想过会跑到戏院去看这一部戏。。。（当然，是我姐请客，还没发薪水的我是不可能有办法拿出戏票的钱的！）
虽然电影中有几处和真实历史不搭的地方，虽然有几位演员的表现不太理想，可是我不得不说《赤壁》是一部值得一看再看的好戏。当然，我并不推崇战争以及杀戮，可是三国历史涵盖了比战争杀戮更多、更多。。。而且电影中还有我最喜欢的胡军！！！他亮眼的表现令我惊叹，我实在是太喜欢胡军了~ :D
好想念芃潇，我想她一定也会很喜欢这一部戏，如果能够和她一起看，那该有多好啊。。。 T___T 唉。。。无论如何，等我发了薪水，我要再去看一次！！（当然，是以学生价购票，嘻嘻）
(And fer those who prefer reading English...)
It was my sister's treat (duh, I wouldn't have been able to squeeze out any money in my current state) and although there were flaws in the film (certain historical inaccuracies, and also the weak acting skills of *cough* certain artists), the show was freaking, darn ol' GOOD.
I was already very interested in the history of this period, and woots, the movie was great! Although I'm against wars and killing, the movie showcased a lot more than that, and history unveils a lot more than just bloodstains, too. =3
Furthermore, there was Hu Jun in the show and he is such an awesome actor. He's so charming!!! RAWR I wish I could have watched this together with Pengxiao. I just know she will enjoy it at least as much as I do, and we could have gushed over Hu Jun together.... T_T
Will catch the movie again at student rates after I get my pay, anyone wanna join me? =3
7/27/2008 11:20:00 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Today...
Today, I went out with Rou Hua, finally, after many many weeks of trying to fix a date. =x
It was nice, definitely, and we also went fer Blackforest Band's accoustic gig at the library @ Esplanade. It's pretty sad that the Singapore Art Cafe is closing down, though... = I shared many wonderful memories there with Pengxiao, with Bekah, with Renny, with Ling...
Anyways, good job to everyone fer having made significant improvements! ^_^ And Renny's daddy was good at the guitar, too! :D The performance was lively and enjoyable. ^_^
I'll be dirt poor (like, really dirt poor, penniless) from now on until 2 days after my pay day, which is like, 4 Aug . =( This is what happens when you pay tons of bills + pay fer your parents' overseas expenses + work part time with low wages. Anyone wanna give me a lunch/dinner treat? I only have enough to cover my transport but no money fer meals... Hahahaha. Hmm... And starting 4 Aug, I'm gonna have tons of stuff on my to-do list. *faints*
And chatting with several people today... It made me see once again how life just goes on no matter what happens. The magic of time lies in how it strengthens positive effects and dismisses negative ones. I will keep moving on, then. Thanks all fer your love... =)
7/26/2008 11:40:00 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
就是这样。。。
这一切，都比我想象的来得容易很多。
我应该感恩吧~ 有很多人支持着我，可能我真的已经麻木了，以前总觉得少了他这个朋友，没了他这个哥哥，我的人生会暗淡很多。。。
其实，一直以来我都在自己骗自己，为自己虚构了美好的幻觉。一旦梦逝，眼前的一切不再朦胧，我在时间的扶持下很快地站稳了双脚。
你就跟你的姐姐一样，也许。。。我在你姐姐决心抛弃我的时候，心也就跟着那十二年的感情死了，也许，在那之后，我已晓得你早晚也会舍弃我。
真的。。。。够了。
我由衷地祝福着你们，我想我还是爱着你们的，咱们欠缺的。。。可能就是那个名为“缘分”的东西吧？
祝你们幸福快乐。。。
7/22/2008 08:26:00 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
HOLY CRAP =.=
If you think this whole world is just about your freaking fat ass, sorry but it's time for you to step out of your bloody little self-delusional world.
FUCK YOU.
7/20/2008 06:45:00 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
......
Picked up random phrases from the Internet to motivate myself and reflect on the little things in life.
It's getting dangerous fer me to be alone, because that's when gloomy thoughts spawn in my head. I need more things to be happy about. And I am an attention-seeker because I need the attention to keep me sane. x_x
Enough with crap and on with quotes.
Don't waste your precious energy on energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch!!!
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
*Takes 10 minutes to ponder and submerge myself in thought*
7/17/2008 12:30:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
To You
Dear Qing,
I suppose there is a pretty big chance you will be reading this, so this goes out to you.
After recent events, you made me wonder if you really knew what "friendship" symbolizes.
You might believe that we are angry at you over the hacking episode. You might see what we are doing as mass-betrayal.
Think again.
Would you vent your emotions on friends all the time? Would you use a hack, lie that you are not using it when the whole world knows you are, and worse still, use it against us?
What in the world were you thinking when you did that?
I've always thought that I was your closest online friend, to the extent whereby you could trust me with anything. Apparently not with the hacking, not with anything else. You used it against me. Me. Someone who was close to you, who kept you company when you were down, who listened to your woes. Someone who was genuinely concerned for you and protected you even when others had their doubts about you. Someone who saw you as a friend. You tried to delude us and you tried to delude yourself. What is the point of all this?
We used to be a family. We used to be friends. But if you decide to compete unfairly even with your family and friends, and turn around and accuse us of sneaky actions when really, you started it all, then I really don't know what else to say.
I wish you well from now on and I hope that as you mature, you will come to understand the true meaning of giving and receiving in friendship, as well as in any other sincere relationships. May Philotes bless you with her wisdom and may you be happy. Peace to you, and be well.
Love,
Hui
7/13/2008 10:41:00 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
UPDATE LE LA!!!!~
Updating now even though I'm tired after going out fer a full day because there are *certain people* who have been really noisy. (stares at OI HUI FANG) LOL~
First off, a gathering with some members of my little online family :D
Last Saturday (whoops, that was a week ago) we had a small get-together and we had lotsa fun~ Wheeeeee! Had lunch at Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao at Toa Payoh then I brought the trio to my place to hang out play PS2 and play Audition lol.
My toot toot dad was lousy with the camera and I had to show him how to take pictures cos those pictures he took fer us were all blurred. Nice candid photo though :D
After that, I gave up on my dad's photography skills and asked my sister to take photos fer us. =)
OHF's face super funny LOLOL. Joker~
That's my dad. He wears batik and pick vegetables. He wears batik to go downstairs and buy chrysanthemum tea. LOL MY DAD DRESSED UP IN BATIK COS MY FRIENDS WERE HERE HE IS SO DAMN FUNNY LA LOLOLOLOL!!!!
LOLOLOLOL~ It was so fun and we laughed so much!!! Hahahahahahaha~ Let's meet up again soon! :D
Then today was going out with my daughtie jing chuan, we had chinese/local cuisine. It's so good to have my dear daughter back with me!! Now pick up the phone got someone to sms just fer fun liao. Hahahaha. We also had JCo. Whee~~~ <3333
We also met a sissy guy with a very heavy American accent at Precious Thots while getting Quanmin's gift wrapped. He's very friendly yes, but still a bit sissy lololol.
Then we went to the third floor where Panasonic sponsored some Plasma TVs. We sat down at the tables to rest and started watching the movie trailers they were airing. We sat there and watched and watched from movie trailers to MVs and I got to know a new singer: Michael Buble. He's freaking good and I'm hooked! WHEE~~~
And then, tomorrow I'm going over to Quanmin's BBQ and on Sunday to my senior cum sister's friend Elaine's BBQ. X_x
RAWR I DON'T THINK MY STOMACH WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE IT LA~ But still I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Will be taking pictures! >:D
7/11/2008 10:35:00 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
The Little Pleasures In Life
Contentment is...
Watching little kids hold each other's hands as they walk and run about;
Letting go of everything for just a little while and playing outside in the rain;
Helping someone and getting a sincere smile in return;
Giving a hug and receiving one;
Eating ice cream on a hot day;
Staring at the clouds;
Stopping in my tracks for a while, and closing my eyes to feel the breeze;
Seeing an old couple together happily;
Telling myself I have done a good job;
Telling people I love them and hearing from people that they love me.
Watching the sun set;
Discovering a song, a read or a show that I like;
Making my friends laugh....
Such are the little pleasures in life that keep me going on. =)
7/03/2008 04:20:00 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Random
Everyone's reading my blog today. Like, EVERYONE. =x
Just to let everyone know, I'm okay. My previous blog post... It was my conclusion after I already thought through things. Don't worry about me, I'm doing fine.
Some mini-updates...
1) I HATE ASIASOFT. Closed down game server before I could get my wedding ring in audi. Now I need to re-hold my wedding party and we wasted so many people's time and dens. Grrrr~
2) I <333 my boss. I get along very very well with her. At least it doesn't make me unhappy about my job and that's a great thing.
3) Weather's killing me. x.x
4) I'm really looking forward to Saturday. :D
5) I need more sleep. = ___ =
That's all fer now hope to have more pictures on Saturday. :D
Take care, all my dearies <333
