Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I am in love...
... with a top from Topshop, a Toshiba gaming laptop, and goth nail colours. Oh, and making a fool out of myself. :D
I WANT THIS TOP!! Saw this at Topshop with Jing Chuan (who got a blue and black checkered blouse) and I <3 this. But it's a freaking 80 bucks. =____=
Anyways I couldn't afford it, but I tried it on anyways and took a picture in the changing room to console myself =x
And for the sake of randomness...... :D
AND.... PROUDLY PRESENTING...
My new 梦中情人！！Toshiba Qismio X300-G770 (Model No: PQX32L-01M01K)
It's a gaming lappie and it's in black and red and it's a whooping $4099. =______=
*droooooools*
Lastly, Bekah dropped by at the clinic at my void deck today so I went down to accompany her. And there was a gokiburi in the clinic =.= (cockroach for all you non-jap people) And there were clumps of hair and dirt flying about near the floor. Damn freaking gross can. Oh ya qingren, on my went back home I peeped and although the cockroach was gone, the hairs were still there. Eeeeewwwwwwww....
And then, I went to get nail polish and painted my nails a nice gothy blackish-red colour. <333
In addition, I've gotten a new blog just for pengxiao. In case any of you are interested, it's at http://new.qzone.qq.com/1009313305. But do be warned. The blog is in Chinese. =x
Ciaoz~ <3
10/29/2008 03:26:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
eh?
I can't believe I don't have a copy of this on my blog. It is by far my favourtie picture of the clique. ^___^
10/20/2008 03:31:00 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
To my dearest...
As usual, I have been thinking about you every single day, missing you, remebering you, loving you.
Two days ago, I suddenly had this really strong feeling, as if we were holding each other's hands tightly. I could feel you. Really.
And I missed you more than ever.
I sent you a sms today. You might have been busy, and you didn't reply. Or perhaps you weren't in a very good mood today and didn't want to drag me in. Or perhaps you missed me too much and you were scared of contacting me because you would disintegrate again upon the reminder that we are far, far away from each other.
I often wondered what it would have been like if you had stayed. We probably would have attended different schools, but yet hang out together with every chance we've got. We would probably be the same old us, we would probably do much more. We would probably be happier with the company of each other.
I often wondered what it would have been like if we really ended up in a relationship together. I know it wouldn't have lasted. I know we're best suited to be best friends because that is how we will stay together with each other for life. I know that despite being the most important person in each other's lives, we no longer loved each other in that way, rather our bond has transcended into something more.
I often wondered how I survived without you by my side, and how you survived without me by your side. The reality is, we won't die without each other. Yet, somehow, I know that if you weren't here in my life anymore, there is nothing worth living for me, too. Because I am living for you. As you are living for me. Both of us, we are struggling where we are right now, feeling lost, displaced, unhappy, hopeless, empty, desperate. Yet the hope of being together in the future, for the rest of our lives, pulls us and pushes us on.
I miss you. I miss you so much, the mere thought of you brings tears to my eyes. You are my life. I am brought to this world for your sake. And all the love we feel for each other, they only grow stronger as time goes by.
Only you can truly understand what I am going through right now. Honey, I'm thinking of you. I miss you. And I love you. I keep reading the notes and letters you write to me, and I can only pray and hope that we both wouldn't have to wait too long before we can be together forever. You are my everything. Pengxiao, I love you.
10/15/2008 10:19:00 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
:p
Sharing some random funny Chinese quotes I kapok-ed from pengxiao's blog. :D
~ XP不发威，你当我是DOS啊！~
~ 好好活着，因为我们会死很久!!! ~
~ 没什么事不要找我，有事更不用找我 ~
~ 不要和我比懒，我懒得和你比。 ~
~ 钱不是问题，问题是没钱！~
~ 今天心情不好。我只有四句话想说。包括这句和前面的两句。我的话说完了。~
~ 走别人的路,让别人走投无路 ~
~ 你以为我会眼睁睁地看着你去送死？我会闭上眼睛的。 ~
~ 不吃饱哪有力气减肥啊？ ~
~ 钞票不是万能的，有时还需要信用卡。 ~
~ 我允许你走进我的世界，但决不允许你在我的世界里走来走去。 ~
~ 工作的最高境界就是看着别人上班，领着别人的工资。 ~
~ 爱情就像便便，水一冲就再也回不来了~爱情就像便便，来了之后挡也挡不住~
爱情就像便便，每次都一样又不太一样~爱情就像便便，有时努力了很久却只是个屁！ ~
10/12/2008 12:06:00 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
~___~
For the first time in my life, I got a C+ in university. =____=
Worst grade ever, and it was fer one of my mid-terms, too.
And..... it was for a damn freaking lame reason - prof's comments were: my ideas were good, my points were good, my quotations were correct ------ but the quotations were too long.
WHAT THE HELL????
~________________________________________~
Luckily it will only take up 15%. tutorial participation is 20%, so it's time to talk up more during tutorials.
10/09/2008 08:32:00 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Boo
Time for a reality check.
I don't even have the mood to go search for a next "target", in Qing's words.
Bah.
Back to work D:
10/07/2008 11:36:00 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
So much to do, so little time....
Being involved in fights often put me in a reflective mood. So I have been in one since last night.
Being sick makes me feel vulnerable and even more emotional than usual.
Being bogged down by school makes me bored and even more brain-dead. =.=
But being with my friends cheer me up, and the joy of regaining a lost friend makes all seem better.
Too bad it cannot be extended to everyone.
Brother dearest, whatever happened to your promise to protect me forever? Brother dearest, where were you when people hurt me? Where were you when I was sad? Where were you when I needed someone? Brother dearest, where were you when I needed you?
Bah. It is no good even if I continue rambling here. Back to the essay that's due tomorrow. ~__~
