Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Today....

Is Wednesday.

It's the last day of 2008 D:

While many things happened, I was generally much happier and much more optimistic compared to last year. I would like to think that I've grown stronger, so all in all, this has been a rather good year for me. =)

12/31/2008 12:48:00 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

ナミダ

※ 僕ら何千回泣いても　きっともう1回乗り越える
不器用なフリして　逃げちゃだめだろう
そんなことくらい　わかるだろう
今が最終回　最後のチャンス　失敗したって恐くない
悲しさも　せつなさも　愛しさも　いつか癒せるさ※

泣いてないて泣いた日々を背に　僕らもう1回強くなれ
臆病なフリして　逃げちゃだめだろう
そんなことくらいわかるだろう
きっと何万回　倒れても　きっともう1回　乗り越える
君の声　届くだろう　どこまでも　ずっと　まっすぐに…

思いどおりには　いかない日々
意気がることで　ごまかした気持ち
何かが壊れそうで　涙があふれそうで
素直になることができず
素顔になることができず
逃げ出すことばかりじゃ　想いは
いつまでも届かない
描いたゴールに立ち向かっていくんだ
雨風　受けても　立ち向かっていくんだ
あれよ　あれよと　時は過ぎてく
だけど　誰もが　きっと強くなる
ごまかした気持ちのままじゃ　押し殺した日々じゃダメだ
一度きりの人生の　階段を　今　登る

※ repeat

届きそうで　届かないよ
掴めそうで　掴めないよ
いつもの　いくつもの臆病が僕の腕を引っ張る
離してよ　もう　行くよ　ここじゃない
今からでも遅くない
僕の頬をつたう　涙はこれで最後と決めた

まだ終わってない　終わっちゃいない　何も　まだ始まっちゃいない
答えは　まだ　出しきっちゃいない　まだ　諦めてない
僕が僕でいることの意味も訳も　喜びも味わっていない
一人でもう立ってる　僕だけの明日が待っている

涙ふいて　顔を上げて　ここからって　空見上げて
君笑って　手を伸ばして
一つの想いへ辿り着くまで

季節外れの　風が吹く
本当の気持ちに背を向けて行きていくよりは
多分いいよね　目指したあの場所へ

※ repeat

Song by 2backka

12/30/2008 10:33:00 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

stolen from jing chuan's blog

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid.

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn’t mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in therghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling was ipmorantt! Tahts so cool!

Ahahahahahahahahaha hilarious :D

12/28/2008 11:00:00 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!!

It's Christmas!! This year's Christmas was filled with a lot of arguments, but I guess it's still good to have a holiday. At least I got a day off and managed to rest for a while at home. =)

Pictures coming up!!!

I want thisssss!!!!! D: Saw it while shopping for gifts. Ahhhh... So cute <333

And on Christmas Eve, I had my first ever log cake! (Ya I know, very sua gu. =__=)

<3333

And here's what I've been doing at Audi lately...

Finally teamed with my "standard-beat-the-npc" team, haha.

Snowmen VS Humans!! We pwned, naturally. :D

Philotes SPIES!!

And....... Ta-da~!!

I had my wedding at Audi last night! Christmas wedding <33 Hope it'll last this time round... =)

Off to read novels before Auditioning again~ =x

12/25/2008 04:52:00 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

没头没脑的话语

雨是针，会刺伤人。

回忆是什么？它是有力量的吗？它有自己的主见吗？它能够靠自己的意念行动吗？

似乎，是的。似乎，有的。

回忆能够带给人们力量，回忆是强韧的。回忆有着自己的想法，它能够不受人们的控制，在我们的脑里心里窜来窜去。回忆让人时而高兴，时而哀伤，时而感慨，时而镇定，时而混乱。

然，回忆不过是人们意念的附属品。意志坚强的人能够把回忆转为力量，不被其所控制。这种人让回忆拥有强大的力量，却不会让回忆扰乱自己的生活。反而，他们会让回忆成为帮助他们的力量。

我也想变成这种人。拥抱着美好的回忆继而拥抱我所爱的人，携带着令人难过的回忆让自己变得更坚强。我想要控制我的回忆，不让它们控制我。这是我的人生，这是我的故事。我，是我。

雨是针，会刺伤人。
言是刃，会划痛人。

放了吧，忘了吧，算了吧。

12/18/2008 11:42:00 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

X______________X

*cough*

So, what has Rijichou been up to? Here's a minor update during work, because I barely have much free time to go online these days.

- Going out
- Going out more
- Working
- Working more, even at home (YES I BROUGHT WORK HOME OMG)
- Trying to finish reading the books I borrowed from the library, before they become overdue
- Helping certain people with computer stuff
- Helping the same certain people with stuff that are in English
- Finishing up the half-read manga from before exams
- Catching up on lost sleep. I slept more than 8 hours for 3 consecutive days!!!

I think... I haven't done much these days, zzz. Need more time to game. And my sister is coming home tonight. Means I can reclaim the PSP. WHEEEEEE~~~~

Okay okay, back to work. My dedication to this job scares me sometimes. X)

12/09/2008 12:43:00 PM

Monday, December 01, 2008

CHUA JING BIN FAILS BOTH MATHS AND COMMON SENSE!!

*cough*

My latest addiction is no longer Audition, no longer the PSP, heck not even re-reading Flame of Recca manga, but CONFERENCE CALLS WITH BOLIAO PEOPLE. (Okay, all of them are boliao except for my wifey Amelia)

So it went like this. Last night (this morning at 1am, or WHATEVER), Jes (the daoster Jessica Alba), Bin (the sad retard in NS), Amelia (the skinny chopstick) and me (the ah lian boss aka fat chopstick) were in a conference call (delibrately excluding a very sexy voice).

Amelia: WTF I ate 14 chicken wings today. Close my eyes also can see the chicken wings in my head.

Me: What the hell?! That's like the wings of 7 chickens can.

Jes: Amelia you killed 7 chickens leh.

Bin: Eh,that's like the wings of FOUR chickens can.

*we all died from laughing and hurled insults at Bin non-stop*

After a while of insulting Bin....

Amelia: Don't tell me later someone ask you "eh, humans got fingers right?" then you don't know.

Bin: Wait, wait wait wait wait. Who was the one who asked me that stupid question? Who asked me whether CHICKENS got fingers or not?

*we all died from laughing again*

And then, somehow we moved on to the topic of fertilization of chicken eggs....

Amelia: Really leh, I wonder how chickens fuck.

Me: Eh, not external fertilization meh?

Bin: Ya, I think it's external one.

But nobody believed Bin cos he too stupid. LOL~ Then...

Me: Ya la, I'm quite sure it's external fertilization.

And everyone believed me LOLOLOL.

Amelia: This is the difference between someone who believes that chickens has fingers and someone who believes that chickens no fingers.

And our conclusion was - Bin Bin, as an army boy, leads a damn sad life. NS erroded his brains away and he sleeps with a Chicken Monster in his bunk. (PS: That Chicken Monster has fingers and also 4 and 1/4 wings. LOL!!)

I've lived up to my promised and ruined Bin's reputation at my blog. Too bad I'm at work now so I don't have the extra time to draw up a picture of Bin's favourite Chicken Monster but I MIGHT do it one day. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!