Saturday, June 27, 2009
独自一个人被留下来的感觉，真的不好受。
6/27/2009 12:46:00 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Drained
So you think it's natural.
So you think it's right.
So you think you're justified.
All these years, what have I been to you? How have you seen me? How have you treated me?
You only want what is good for yourself from me.
S T O P being the bitches and bastards that you are, only coming by and acting innocent and friendly WHEN AND ONLY WHEN YOU NEED ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU.
S T O P taking me for granted because I do not owe you a living and seeing your attitude towards me is just hurting me all over again. Have you not hurt me enough, all of you?
S T O P acting like you're superior to me and that whatever it is you want, I am obliged to do it for you. I have no obligations to do it and if I do help, it's because I'm still too soft-hearted.
I know you all are living your own happy little lives. Why can't you just leave me alone? Hire an IT expert, put up an advertisement for a part time Chinese-English translator. Call up people you need from the phone directories.
It almost shocks me to know that for so many years, you all have only viewed me with regards to the degree of my USEFULNESS towards you and your beloved friends and family. Almost. The pain that you all have inflicted onto me for these few years is probably what keeps me from laughing out loud now.
You all disgust me.
6/22/2009 10:45:00 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Back to camwhoring biz!
74 pictures in 3 hours, now that's what I call TAKING ADEQUATE NUMBER OF PHOTOS. (For the record, I took 36 pictures in 3 DAYS for Genting =x)
Went for Mac's birthday party today, for those who don't already know he's the almost-seven-year-old son of my boss and he's a very cute kid (:
My present for him - A pearl white Russian Winter White Hamster!! This one is just a baby and it's sooo cute. Reminds me of my own Takoyaki from many years back (:
At the party - Entertainers were hired and us adults joined in the balloon fun as well~ Here's a flower bracelet!
(BTW, my sister is even more of a camwhore than I am. LOL =x)
My sister's "stand-alone" flower
And these two had a competition to see who would stand out more. Hahahahaha
Camwhore!
The.... er... Ronnie Rainbow magician putting up a pretty interesting show (considering it's a kids show) and here he is with our birthday boy~
And this girl is soooooo pretty and cute. And not too noisy. I realllllly like her. X)
Ending the show with a Pinata game - the kids were scrambling for the candies as though those were er... money. Hahaha.
CAMWHORE!
The birthday cake was Swenson's ice cream cake. It tasted good but it was near impossible to cut it.
GAHAHAHA. SO CUTE!!
Nice balloon arc right! (:
Playing around with CK's "crown"
See what I mean by being close to impossible to cut? At least 3-4 knives were used. In the end they boiled some water to soak the knives in so that they could cut the cake with greater ease. It was a hugggggeee project I tell you. We were at the living room thinking there was some construction work going on when they were only trying to cut the cake.
Presenting the prezzie to Mac, he was a little scared at first but is reallllly protective over his baby. (:
He's decided to name his new pet Ben. after his favourite cartoon Ben 10. LOL
The baby hammy is really popular with all the kids~
And ending off with a leeeetle bit of camwhoring after reaching home!
(BTW, my sister is even more of a camwhore than I am. LOL =x)
My sister's "stand-alone" flower
And these two had a competition to see who would stand out more. Hahahahaha
Camwhore!
The.... er... Ronnie Rainbow magician putting up a pretty interesting show (considering it's a kids show) and here he is with our birthday boy~
And this girl is soooooo pretty and cute. And not too noisy. I realllllly like her. X)
Ending the show with a Pinata game - the kids were scrambling for the candies as though those were er... money. Hahaha.
CAMWHORE!
The birthday cake was Swenson's ice cream cake. It tasted good but it was near impossible to cut it.
GAHAHAHA. SO CUTE!!
Nice balloon arc right! (:
Playing around with CK's "crown"
See what I mean by being close to impossible to cut? At least 3-4 knives were used. In the end they boiled some water to soak the knives in so that they could cut the cake with greater ease. It was a hugggggeee project I tell you. We were at the living room thinking there was some construction work going on when they were only trying to cut the cake.
Presenting the prezzie to Mac, he was a little scared at first but is reallllly protective over his baby. (:
He's decided to name his new pet Ben. after his favourite cartoon Ben 10. LOL
The baby hammy is really popular with all the kids~
And ending off with a leeeetle bit of camwhoring after reaching home!
XD
6/07/2009 10:05:00 PM
Saturday, June 06, 2009
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有时候希望，我可以对他人来说有一种像是手帕般的存在。
今天刚看完了很受欢迎的一部韩剧 - 花样男子，里面就有提到这一类的话语。
成为能够在你疲惫时为你擦拭汗水、在你悲伤时为你擦拭眼泪的存在。
如此脆弱的我，有没有可能会成为他人的力量呢？这世界没有了我，我身边的人们没有了我，日子也是照样地过着，不会有什么很大的转变。我是多么的渺小，对别人也已经冷漠惯了。我也好想学会与别人交心，去找更多属于我的特别的人们。有没有可能，我能够成为他人的手帕、他人的太阳呢？
随便一件小事就想了老半天的我，很难把过去的一切放下的我，容易感到孤单的我，不够坚强的我，有可能去爱吗？
6/06/2009 10:59:00 PM
Friday, June 05, 2009
Back from Genting~
Well, I actually got home pretty early last night but I didn't get the energy to blog about the trip until now.
All in all it was a really fun trip although I didn't get to take the Cockscrew (biggest roller coaster ride in Genting Outdoor Theme Park) AGAIN. Zzzzz. Still, I finally got to relax myself after months of schooling and working. (:
Well, to begin with, we had to check in for the coach ride as early as 630am, and I actually forgot to bring my phone along with me for the trip. ~___~
Here's one of the cutest donkeys ever: Blah Blah wearing her mummy's jacket :D
And because Halfy was ignoring Blah Blah, this attention-seeking donkey decided to pester him even more.
Blah Blah: Talk to me! Stop playing your PSP. STOP IGNORING ME!
Blah Blah: Hmph! All ignore me, I play PSP also lor!
Sadly, not all of us were camwhores so I was a bit embarrassed to whore around too much with the camera. T^T Which explains the lack of pictures in comparison to my usual posts.
On the second day it was Theme Park day, we started off with this swingy thingy ridey which makes Ophi sick in the stomach every time. D; But it was so fun!
Hahahaha
And oooooh I really do like this picture a lot. LOL YOU BACK-KICKER!
And while walking around we stumbled across a wandering parrot that "escaped?" from its show booth. Joana started putting up her own show...
So cute! I like parrots X)
And taking our first roller coaster ride of the day (in deliberate attempt to freak Joana out) -- The Cyclone. It wasn't a scary ride at all and we had to queue almost half an hour to board it. WTH... See how bored they were?
While queuing, I kept looking up (and drooling) at the Space Shot, which, in my opinion, is the scariest ride in the Theme Park. It was very very misty that day as you can see from the picture.
Finally on board the Cyclone ride... Someone was scared stiff and we were all enjoying her fear >:D
Various attempts to capture a group photo
After a while, we went off to the PADDLE BOAT~! <3~ This was so tiring because Darling and I were paddling SO HARD AND SO FAST. The other two were stuck with a lousy boat and spent most of their time wiping water with tissue paper. On the other hand, Halfy and I even had to help them align their boat so that they could paddle in the right direction. TIRING LEH~
Ack! Messy hair!
And our last stop was the ultimate terror - The Space Shot. Dang, this thing is so f***ing scary can. We started queuing with excitement but as the queue moved forward we were getting totally freaked out. Almost every round of the ride we would see girls crying. =O
Anyways, Joana refused to take this no matter what so she was taking the pictures for us. This is my favourite picture from the trip! Hahahaha.
The mist was getting thicker by the minute, and our courage was thinning by the second...
Ack! Time to freak out!
By the time we reached the top, we were totally enveloped in mist and couldn't see anything else. So as we fell, we didn't even know when we were nearing the bottom. And because it was meant to be scary, you wouldn't be able to feel your seat at all, so it was really as if you were falling to your death if not for the fact that you could hold on to the handrails. It was soooooo damn scary, but I have to say that it was also fun and exciting. :D
And with that, we went for a super late lunch (5pm!!) and then back to our rooms for some rest. And Ophi and Joana ended up playing some simple games. How they turned it so violent was beyond me. Look at this:
Scary people! And me being the same old aglophobic me, refused to join in their savage games. I think both ended up bleeding a little from the mere slapping. OUCH!
On the second night, us three girls went out for a little night hiking. It was a whooping 15°C and I only had my cardigan with me. But woots it was so SHIOK to have the wind blowing in our faces. Joana and I also happened to be drinking cold drinks at the same time. LOL! Unfortunately I didn't bring my camera out so no pictures. MOOO~ T^T
That was pretty much everything for the trip. Although it was only for a short two days, I'm sure we all enjoyed ourselves. Let's go out together again some day! XD
Lurbe all~ (and screw the hot weather in Singapore)
